| | So many of you know and want to know the "dirty details" about why Sam and I broke up...
Sam and I broke up because we were trying to maintain a relationship from a very bad standpoint in our lives. We want to be there for each other and make it work, but really it was just impossible. The break up was made in a mature, civil manner and we are still very good friends and will continue to be for many years to come. One day we might get back together, but if we don't then it's not going to shatter our worlds. We have ZERO regrets about our relationship and that's the way that it should be.
So you might be asking me "But Joanna, are you okay?"
Yes. Between the car wreck last weekend and the break up this weekend, I should be totally heartbroken, shattered, battered and a car wreck in and of myself.... but I'm not. I haven't cried a single tear and when the break up happened, it was a relief because now I can be myself by myself for a while and it's going to be good even if the adjustment period will get weird. I know at least "Ex-boyfriend" was not previously in my vocabulary.
My friends all swear that suitors will pop up from seemingly nowhere and that I'll get another guy in no time but the fact of the matter is, Sam set a pretty high bar to jump. I'm not about to sit here and say that I don't want a relationship right now, because I don't know what God's timing is going to be like and He knows better than me when it comes to romance. If I don't meet my next significant other for a while, then it's okay, but if I meet him next week then screw all ideas of a rebound boyfriend >_> Seriously though, I may wait a while before I start looking again anyway just because I'm still switching mindsets.
Another question that I believe I should answer is "Do you think you guys started too early?"
No. He was exactly what I needed at this time in my life and like I said, we have no regrets. Relationships start and end all the time and while high school relationships hardly ever worked out, I still would have done the exact same thing all over again. I am a better person after having dated this incredible man and I wish him the best of everything as we set out our different ways.
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| | Posted 1/24/2009 3:13 PM - 15 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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